let's play a game...it's called not eating.

Seriously, I need to lose about a zillion pounds. The Sexy Ex is moving back to Edmonton and...well I'm a stupid girl so I'm thinking that maybe he'll fall in love with me again if I'm skinny and pretty like I used to be. Like I was when he met me and...

Alas, probably not. But maybe.

So, I'm only eating lunch and chugging coffee and smoking. Except that I have no ciggies. So I'm not smoking but I want to.

Pay day in a week (or less).